With an
open heart and tear filled eyes I lower my hands. The final song has been
played at my college’s weekly praise and worship. Sunday nights are a night for
contemplative, unadulterated praise. With the lights turned off, students
voluntarily take an hour away from their evening in order to fill it with the
power of worshipping the almighty, creator God.
When the
lights are turned down, it is easy to get lost in the presence of the Spirit.
Song after song I sing, letting my words begin deep in my soul, flowing through
my innermost being, to all ends of my physical body, and finally projecting outward with truth towards my Divine
love. There is a beautiful simplicity in singing worship songs, and I often
feel as though I am the only one in the chapel with God. Which is a wonderful
way to praise, but when I get caught up in only God and me, then I miss the
greater community, and the full experience of the Lord.
With my hands
lowered I instinctively grasp the hand on the person on my left, and then my
right. Both ends of the chapel converge, and cross the great divide between the
west pews, and the east pews. All students in this sanctuary, this place of
retreat, are now clasping hands. The band begins to sing without instruments:
Praise God from whom all blessings flow
Praise him all creatures here below
Praise him above ye heavenly hosts
Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost
Amen
I use the
back of my hand to wipe my now drizzling eyes. What beauty there is worshipping
in community, the beautiful people the Lord has created and called good. There is incredible power in independently worshipping God, but
when you realize we are made to do faith together, worshipping as one unified
voice, it becomes that much more powerful. I especially enjoy ending with the doxology
because it brings me back to this home in community. I am not simply singing with those people in the room, nor simply Christians who speak English, nor this generation, or
those living today. I gather in singing with the saints who have chanted, sung prayed, said these words since they were published in 1709, and I join with all the Lord's people who have been praising Yahweh since the beginning of time. What a gift worshipful community
is.
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